my house.
early morning.
heh.nice~~
the reason why i love living
right at the NEL.
the sunrise and sunsets.
mei can.
appreciate the power of nature.
(: (:
sian.
i a fewww more hours i will be having op.
jiayoujiayou.(:
heh.everybody i know having op today.(:
07S402 + 07S401 + bindhya's grp...etc.(:
jiayou jiayou!
hang on tite.
a while more and it will be over!
hohohohohohohoho.
sat sirius got campfire.
wooo!
happy happy can go back cedar.
shioks.((:
12 of nov syaf's bdae.
hohoho.
nov like a bit busy ah.
now that i start writing out dates and stuff
but ok la.i guess much better then pw.
heh.
sians.
cried again yesterday.
i seem to be a freaking
emo pig nowadays.
i probably unleashed 3 mths
full of tears in 2 weeks.
haix.
compare to when im in cedar la.
sorry la ppl who got worried.
i dont mean it.
just that everything keeps poking me.
all together.
then i feel like bursting.
but i can only just hang on
tight and move on.):
im torturing my eyes i tink.
if im not crying, im sleep deprived.
oh poor eyes.
i geeb a rest after pw ogey?
sleep and sleep.
hoho.
watched the seeker yesterday.
not a bad show.
thou the front was pretty urm...
yah la.(:
at least i had a break from pw.
heh.thank u for the free tix.
if ur reading this.hoho. ;)
gonna chiong pw.
JIAYOU.(:
just hang on tight.
everything will turn out fine.
(: (: (:
hohohohohohohohohoho.
i miss cedar.
i miss np.
(er.when there was no conflicts.)
i miss campcraft.
i miss the flagpole.
i miss the time when everything
was so simple and easy.
when i didnt have to worry
about so much stuff.
urgh.
what is wrong with people?
why cant they just wake up
from their mistakes?
they just repeat it,
falling again and again.
how many times do they wanna
fall before they understand how
to get up themselves?
dont they understand that people
are trying to help,
and not picking on them?
how many times does
she want me to cry?
i wanna just give up,
like i have done then.
but how can i just leave her to die?
somebody tell me what to do.
i really dont know anymore.
just gettout of my life.
since u cant even gimme the
basic respect as a fren by
telling me.
i know u are scared i will scold u.
but after things have gone this way,
do u think i am so heartless?
do u think i can still have the
heart to blame u?
is this even impt anymore?
just f off.really.
im sick and tired.
im on the verge of tearing my hair out.
really.
everybody gimme some space
before i start murdering people
by accident.
from the day the exams ended,
the nightmare started.
every single day is pw pw wr wr.
wa sian sia.
but alright la.
taking this short break to rest and relax
then tmr onwards shld be
chionging all the way lo.
anticipating for 7 NOV.
lol.
when that day comes.
wa.
i tink i will cry from JOY man.hoho.
(:
im like REALLY trying to
do I & R draft 1.
but my brain's REALLY not
concentrating at all.haha.
........
bish myself la.
pokes.hoho.
